the other day i passed my application to move on becoming a level 2 speciliast. i'm not really 100% sure if i will make it but i'll do my best in the application process. this is one step closer to a better future. i know i haven't been the best monitoring specialist, but i'm keeping my fingers crossed. ehehehe...

as of this writing, it's been 20 days since the new year and i feel that pretty much things have changed from last year. there are less gatherings, less gimicks, or maybe it's just me. well whatever it is, i feel that the world is starting to leave me behind.

before i have gimicks left and right. every saturday i go out with friends and i go home late. now i just spend my day off watching dvds of anime or movies, or in front of the computer doing nothing. no more parties. no more get togethers. just a quiet life. this could be a sign of aging... HU-WHAT??? hehehe... or it could be just thateveryone has their own thing to do.

i miss hanging out with firends. it's been so long since the different factions that i have had a get together... or maybe i'm just not informed. well, whatever the reason is, i feel that it's sucking the life out of me. staying at home does save me money, but i miss the company of people. i don't think i'm isolating myself. i don't think i'm picky with who i go out with.

i hope things will liven up a bit. it's driving me nuts.

btw, if you'll notice, i changed my layout. was kind of getting tired of the galaxy thing. anyway, here's a reflection of how i pretty much feel now-a-days. just... simple and relaxed.